My story, or maybe just the relevant bit, starts with a failure.  I failed to move forward in Dental Hygiene school. A shock to me and all who know me, and a grave disappointment.  That failure happened for one reason:

I was afraid.

Darkness falls

What if I’m not good enough?  Will my classmates like me? Is going into this much debt for school really worth it? Failure wasn’t an option, and it became inevitable. Fear became my world.  And because fear was my paradigm, all my energy patterns of thought and action were based on fear.  I manifested my own failure because I was obsessed with failure.

The sun rises

After a lot of meditation, I learned that my fear came from self-loathing.  I didn’t (couldn’t!) like myself.

ALL of my validation, all of my emotional needs, had to come from external sources.

This was a great burden to others, understandably.  This need drove all of my actions, and led unavoidably to this failure. I needed approval to succeed, but my instructors could only give approval for success.

The answer was self-validation.

When I realized that self-love, unconditional self-love, was a gift that only I could give me, everything began to change.  I didn’t need sympathy, or “help”. People didn’t need to like me. Validation from others was unnecessary.  All of the mental illness and addiction associated with the hole in my heart began to fade because I liked me.  That was enough to change everything.

Prepare for launch

I know how to change the world, and I can teach you to do it, too.

Soon, I had rocket fuel in my veins.  I wanted to better myself. Inviting others to better themselves became my fervent quest.  Bettering the world became not only possible, but imperative.  And now I know how to do it, using the principles of energy movement.

Please visit the theory page to understand how my story and your story are connected, and how you can help.